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Too many mistakes to make

All to find out what's real

My heart will always break

The cracks I shall seal



Constantly pacing

Heart always racing

Memories erasing

Pain i'm facing



I have Lost myself

In the cracks of time

Can you hear my cry

Over the devils chime



Despite my imperfections

Despite all I have to say

Confide in recollection

I'm done with yesterday



I will lose my mind

Make it real this time

I'll leave it all behind

Completly Unable to find

Truly Lost within time!!

You look at me

You look away

you want me to leave

You want me to stay

Did you loose your mind

do we have the time

quit playing your little game

Yes i know

I'm always the one to blame

Your fucked in the head

sorry to say

It had to be said

I'm sorry I ever let you in

And I'm not doing this again

So make up your mind

I don't have the fucking time

Should I leave

Should I stay

Make up your mind

What do you say

Yes or no?

Maybe I should go

Never to return

This is what you need

You needed to learn

You act as if I'm a dog

You want me to obey

But I'm gone

I'm going let the wind take me away

I remember the past

I remember the Present

I remember being with you

I remember when it was pleasant

I have this Image in my mind

I can see although I am blind

I knew something at that Time

Something so Pure, so Divine

My life is an illusion

There is way to much confusion

Clouds of black flow through my head

Watch them as they grow darker

as for you I have bled

A single Black tear

for a thousand tears shed

Tear apart my soul every time I think

Rip away my heart every time I blink

Alone I sit in this darkened room

With this blade, my life I consume

Drip drip, on the white floor

All because we lost something we adore

Broken Glass

A portrait of you

My mind is a blank

What did I get into

You made your choice

Now you cry when I'm not there

Now you cry, now you care

I left everything behind me

Your all that I've got inside me

Grief is Pain

Pain is pleasure

Watch me die slow

as my veins I sever

My life slowly slips away from me

I suddenly feel free

Is this the way it's supposed to be

The pain grows into silence

Suddenly I awake in defiance

Alone and hollow

Where ever I go

This pain will follow

Why do I try

When alone I cry

You say you care

At my heart you tear

Why did I leave

You said things would change

Why didn't I believe

Now I sit alone and hollow

Hear my call

Fuck it all

Just watch me fall

Shatter in my heart

Shatter in my mind

You tore me apart

You made me blind

This is love I can't define

I wanna know if you feel like me

I wanna know if my pain you see

I am in a tormented hell

Without you I soon fell

Now I sit alone and hollow

This pain will Always follow